malam ini, bermulalah malam 1 syawal.ira disini ingin mohon ampun maaf zahir dan batin atas segala kesilapan kepada anda semua dengan secara sengaja ataupun tidak.terutama sekali kepada para sahabat-sahabat saya dan ahli keluarga.ira pun ingin mengucapkan
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
dengan ini, ira mengakhiri dengan suatu kenangan manis yang ira suka ketika ira waktu kecil.ira pun nak kongsi kenangan yang mencuit hati ini kepada anda semua.especially, to my dear aunts who are far away in USA.
btw, you have to watch this video fully.all 5 episodes.the story is super funny and cutee.you'll surely love it!! it's a drama series in the 1990's.some may have watched it, or not.but i bet you'll like it.
LONTONG!! (Selamat hari raya)
may you have joyous days ahead!dan ira harap kalian semua suka video ini!
I've decided to privatised this site to my network only.hence, only people with like multiply account and related to my contacts could get a glimpse of my site.the updated ones, that is.
oh yess.went jogging with hanuram and aneey today.we had loads of funn running in the rain, making malay dance steps by the longkang and of course drenching ourselves with raindrops.funn, i tell you.would really love to do it again some other time.
after that, had my hair cut.i think it was nice despite the fact that hanuram and aneey said that it wasn't.and that they prefer my old, splitted-end hair.shessh!but this new haircut nicee la korang!apa laa.andd i had to buy a pack of toilet rolls and tissue rolls.it's soo memalukan lahh bila kena carry it home with this big see-through santa yellow plastic bag!alerrmak!!aneey and hanuram sure had one, no triple actually, hell of laughs when snapping pictures of me with the bag.hahaha.
me and big santa see-through yellow plastic bags!
see the content in it?!
does this look like somewhere in the western side??it's not,coz it's taken in singapore.
hanuram says i look like her (jessica alba).
i lovess this cutee kitten.can i have one?
i want this highlights!!
hott siak!especially when she clips it all up in a messy way.wooh!
who does he look like?at only one glance, that is!sshhs..!
so far, i've realised that whatever is happening around me, i must understand that all is not about me.lately, i've been having arguments in my thoughts saying that all i think about is me.self-centered.it was an unintentional action, know.or perhaps it is.whateverr.for instance, when mom scolded me, i thought she hates me or that i'm just too stubborn.but, on the other hand, it's not about me.it's about her caring soo much about me.giving me the love she got.protecting me, or perhaps over-protecting me.but she will do all she can to save me from drifting away.she's like the lifeguard who save me from the strong river current.
when i've read sofeeyah's blog, i then understand what it means to be a good daughter in a family.in fact, an individual too.you see, life's not always about you.yess, at times you may get out of hand in terms of spending time with family but you can still make up with it while there is time and that is NOW!even small things, show lots of love and care that you have for them.
since, secondary 4 is my new chapter of life, i too like sofeeyah thinks that i've been too caught up at school and that i've spent less time with family.i'm always in my room locked up either doing homework or practically essays which took hell lots of my time.mom is always home late in the evening.dad is like home when i'm already asleep.but i don't mind at all cause we sometimes make time in the weekend.but what about my sibings..?i shoved them away cause i'm trying to finish my blooody homework, when the fact is that i could actually interact with them.
but hey, i do talk to them and play.like for nain, is the journey to school is the time when we talk.and hilmi is when he's doing his homework and some playing games in the computer.ahh, yeahh.somedays i'm just too tired to bother about people, cause i'm soo tired from school and i'll just grumble my way through the day.ughh!
ok, today i shall do my homework and then go jog.splendid!
tonight is breezy, windy, nice and peaceful.what more can i ask.
i did my homework.social studies SEQ, maths homework.and i'll be doing malay worksheet, sajak on cinta and F&N research/development soon.i thought that i should do some blogging for today as i've not been doing so in the past few days.soo much has been happening in my life, but let's just say i want to keep it in my "life diary" (myself) instead of blogging it here.it doesn't really bring harm if i don't blog it in here anyways.ok, yeahh.
andd.hilmi actually showed me this cutee cartoon show and its ubberly adorable.go and watch it below.it makes me laugh.somehow makes my day too.UPIN DAN IPIN!!you can get more episodes from youtube itself.
there's just soo much that i have to take note.feelings!hate it.soo fragile.u have to take care of it.even other's feelings u have to do so.aah.taking note of behaviour/attitude.i always forget stuffs.perhaps, i should get a BIG post-it and write all the things that i have to take note in life and paste it on my forehead.that'll do the trick!
shitness.aku nak pass o-levels laa!and get into the course that i want and succeed in life.yay!
i've yet to finish my homework.yesterday was an exception cause i was having the whole day break for me.and now, i have to finish everything.tskkk!
went for jogg this afternoon.and i can't believe that i jogged the whole stretch of punggol river.well, basically just 3/4 of it, i think, cause i can't really go soo far, know.but hey, that's worth it if i want to burn some fatty acids in me.the winds!i lovess them the most, i tell ya.
random feelings.
drama..drama..
annd guys!!listen annd watch this video below.she inspires me alot like nutss!she's pretty and sings soo bloody awesomely good.i assure you.lovess her voice laa!and she's actually a malaysian girl but study in america.must be a bright girl.andd she's the one who inspire dee and me to play guitar.haha.btw, she's singing that guy by david choi.
goodbye.
i'm sooo tired.of drama me.of life.of having to take note.of consoling myself.are you?
today is an absolutely happy day for me besides not going to the play with BFTs.first of all, i slept late till the afternoon instead of the usual 6 in the morning to school wake-up days.and then i had a cooling bath, a nutella and bread breakfast and a quiet home.mom and dad were at the wet market, hilmi's to madrasah and everyone else in the house is sleeping.so, i kind of have the warm-cooling house to myself.the sun is rather kind, shining its light rays into the house giving me this welcoming feeling.suka aku.
in the afternoon, mom and dad got home with a packet of nasi ayam for me.which means YAY!and then i watch cartoons, watch movie and have video calls with abg ruzaini.towards the evening, i went for a jog alone behind rio vista; which is by the punggol river.it was awesome i tell ya.though, the pathway is quite known with joggers like me.the breezy wind was awesome.i feel like as though i'm flying and the wind is carrying me to the clouds.the clouds!they are wide.never-ending.spacious and calm.gives me the refreshing feeling.white birds fly in flocks giving the picture an absolutely beautifull touch.i never want to leave the place.every now and then i stop jogging just to let the wind blow softly through me.and then i look up the sky wishing that i could fly.
andd i'm soo soo sorry sofeeyah and friends that i could not make it to the musical play.i soo sooo want to go but things just get in the way.besides i'm suree u guys are having funn even without me.do tell me more about the play and take as many pictures as you can!hee.
dad just bought a webcam yesterday and woohhpee am i happy.i've been fiddling with it since like 5 minutes ago with aneey.making stoopid faces and yeahh.basically i was bored and aneey asks me to start the webcam and soo, the laughing starts.anyways, aunties who's not in singapore do have a video chat sometime soon yeahh.
i'm having a hard time with my homework.i got stuck at maths halfway.and i have no ideo how my storyline for english compsition draft should be.it's driving me nuts.andd i have yet to finish my f&n task analysis.ugggh.i tell you.i shall finish everything by this week!
ooohh-oooh!i want to get the corkboard fast laa..!the ones that i can pin up my notes, pictures, post-its and colourful thumbtacks on.it's gonna be soo funn.and i've got to have new stationeries.especially colour pens to highlight points in notes.
ek, can i rent a baby anywhere?i saw this cutee adorable little kiddo who is playing with her mum and oohh.i want to hold her and carry her and kish her.it's utterly heart-warming for me.when she squeals in exctement, it makes me want to cuddle her more.aiyayayai!
god, i feel so bad and guilty for today and yesterday.the thing is that i make my best fren who's always by my side angry (or i think it's becoz of me& I'M UBBERLY SORRY FOR IT!) and also my dad angry this morning.
here goes:
yesterday night while i'm sleeping, i locked my door cause i don't want any interruptions and my mum just bang on the door expecting me to wake up and open the door.perhaps, she's worried but she could take it easy or something.and then she shout at me that she hates if anyone locks room door in this house, perhaps just so beause she could barge in and check up on my stuff or something.besides, i did this locking door thing is becoz i feel that people should respect my privacy. and example will be when nain just barge in my room just like that and i shout back at him asking him to get out and knock hard so i can hear it.god, what if i was changing at that time?do you think i can stand the humiliation for the rest of my life..?i bet NOT!!anyways, i was soo tired from getting up into telling my mum that i hate it when she bangs at my door.so, i kinda take it out on my dad this morning who happens to just opens my door like that too just beacuse he wants to ventilate the air in my room.haa.but seriously, i feel so bad.da lah smlm tk dpt bobal ngan dia bila dia balik kerja abeh pagi ni kasik dia harsh remarks about my atrocious thoughts of privacy.sigh..i want to say sorry but..takot­ sia!haha.weird kan?it's hard for me, know!uggh.last time i usually think before i say something but now, i kind of let it out without thinking.at times laa.somehow my surroundings made me change.usually i'll just keep quiet like a dork eventho i'm being criticised for no apparent reason just because i don't want to create fight.but now, no exceptions.that's how i got into this.perhaps, i should learn choosing the right time to talk.
aaah...this morning feels soo nicee.it's coolingly warm.
you must say it with expressions and enthusiasm then it sounds awesome!the title on top, silly!
i had an ubberly great time with my friends yesterday.well, my fake sisters who are of the same age as mine.haha.we had agreat time despite being left by the boys at Temasek Polytechnic.yeahh.i don't hold any grudges though.no BIG deal.the girls can definitely handle without them.but, u know a little respect and informing will do just fine if ya'll want to leave without us.but, uhh nevermind.it's over anyways.not worth fighting over.right, fee?
the girls went over to Tampines mall and we window-shopped and had our dinner there.i had fishball soup and i tell you it's ohhh besst!the fishball is chewy and slurrrp!haha.from then on, the girls had some laugh and we had our craziest moment there.especially the silly ones.funn, i tell ya.we took lots of pictures and pose while walking.it wasn't a bad day after all, huh.
today, nothing much happening.whole family is out except for me and bibik at home.yessar!i had homeworks to do so yeahh i back out from the group.now, i'm taking five from those stressful revisions.actually, it's more of taking 30 minutes.but hell with it.hee.and i did some picture editing too.it's been awhile since i've uploaded any pictures and videos.will do it soon.you just hang on.
btw.i want to give wishes to this 2 people.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERRI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAK LATIF!
may you guys live long and may ALLAH bless you guys.
ok goodbye.
p.s.sorry for all this cramped words but the multiply doesn't seem to work the way i want it to be. =]
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
i've changed my theme and it is simple and yeahh.anyways, i'm trying my best not to touch the multiply for like this year.i've got like tons of revisons and coursework coming up.annnd F.Y.I, i'm having my o-level this year so yeah, focus are all on school and lessons.so, i might not be doing much blogging.just so that you guys know.
today's morning is nicee.the cold and crisp air gives me the best feeling ever.came school abit late cause well, i kind of take my time to prepare.nothing much happening in school today.i've decorated my desk with the wrapping paper and pictures of me and BFTs.lovess it.though, i kind of having second thoughts about it.hehe.i feel that it might distract me from studying but u know it's done and i can't do anything about it, right.recess time was a blast.as usual the BFTs will sit together and we chat and share stuffs and share food.haha.funn people, i must say.and yeah i skipped band today.i was feeling guilty and terrified at first but then i convinced myself by telling ME that i make my own choice and no one can stop me.and i did.i skipped band for like today.i had no mood and i was feeling rather lethargic due to the hot weather.seriously, even the uncle below is agreeing.he keeps on sneezing as if it's shooting words like "ahhh...DON'T GO!".haha.yeahh, that's definitely a big fat lie.haha.gotcha!
RINGGG!!she grab her bag and settle down at the parade square.the morning is calm and full of happy promisses.as soon as she sits, she have a chat with her besties.reading period starts and she take out her book and starts to read.but then the discipline master interrupts her reading with some warnings and such.there goes her reading steam and comes out complaints from her fragile lips.that is the morning of my first day of school.
school has been such a bore lately.we've been having lots of talks in hall and it kind of drives me crazy.soon enough, i have my own little forum in mind commenting on these teacher's talks.all they did was telling us the good and bad and what's best for us.my god!we are teenager now, and they shouldn't dwell on the subject so much as it may turn out to be naggings instead.i've been in this school for like 4 years now and they keep on reminding us of the same thing over and over again like a recycling thing.all i want is to have lessons and do something for my subjects.uggh.i don't want to talk about school.though, meeting friends is indeed the best times i had so far in school.especially recess time.
if i marry a chinese guy with 'wong' as his surname, then my name will be zuhairah wong!!wtf!
went to orchard today to get wrapping paper from topshop just so that i could decorate my desk.haha.dee acoompany me there.i tell you the wrapping paper there is awesomely beautiful.that's why i don't mind spending the money.and orchard is soo hot in the mid-afternoon.hate it.
i got a new novel from library today.interesting, i must say.easy to understand and has lots of good vocabulary for me to make use of.
Posted by ira on Dec 31, '07 12:56 PM for everyone
simon, alvin and theodore (hilmi loves him)!!
olaa!
you people should definitely watch alvin and the chipmunks movie.it's super duper cutee and aww sweet.really!!and listen to the song.it's what they sang in the movie.awesome, huh.andd ubberly cutee.
ok.in like 3 and 1/2 hour time 2008 arrives.and there's the brand new year where everyone starts afresh.and the resolutions!ouh, i haven't thought of any yet.but i guess i just make it simple and let my life go with the flow instead of making any, know.and this year has indeed been the BEST year!the new friends.the laughs.the fights.the cries.and also how i've become mature of myself and quite aware of who i am.this may sound i ronic, but it's true.i think i've been true to people around me unlike the past years.be it with family or friends.i prefer it that way cause then people know me for ME!anyways, i just wish good year for all of you and a blissful life ahead.
andd to the BFTs, i've been loving every nanoseconds spending time with you guys.it's been funn and crazee and wild.and gosh, you guys seem to be the best thing that i've had this year.and to my family, you guys are the greatest despite all the shoutings and yellings.you guys taught me the true meaning of family.really!!the time when hilmi got hospitalised, i've realised that every second that i have with you guys has to matter cause it may end just like that.so, i love ya'll!and so here's wishing you a ...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
you know, i lovess to play pretend.since young, i've been playing pretend.i pretend to be a teacher and wear all my mom's big clothes and teach nain.i pretend to be a cashier and make money out of used paper and i sell books.i even pretend to be a businesswoman, for crying out loud, and wore my mom's high heel in the house.and they make those 'clank clank' sound.it always makes me feel proud of the shoes.haha.
anyway, today i'm pretending my room is my house.there's no kitchen but my house kitchen shall be the restaurant.and then the living room is the lounge and then the dining room is the...well, just the dining room.haha.besst laa!then when nain just barge in into my room, i told him to knock before he comes in and step on my floor or he will be sued for trespassing.haha.and then when he knocks, i open it just a little bit and told him to go away cause i didn't order any pizza.kekeke.he sure is puzzled but when i explained it to him, he understands and give me a wierd look.but then i told him that he could be my neighbour and he smiled.hah.funn, huh.
Posted by ira on Dec 29, '07 11:18 PM for everyone
good morning beautifull people.
i dah mandik sebelom buat this entry, ekk.so, noo stoopid remarks.
oh indeed i'm in a happy dappy mood.dad's getting me something that i've been wanting since the hols.anyways, i'm just happy.
and-and i didn't know that shayne ward is hawttuhh!he is siaa!check out the video that i've got below.and airi's right, he got cutee dance.*giggles*.look at him in the video, silly!!see, what i mean..?he have the hottest body and those packs.whoaa!and-and look at the macho jaws and fiery tattooo.cool huh.fuhhh ler mak!ok, i shall stop drooling over him already.seriously, i thought shayne ward is like guys similarly like james blunt but i'm soo wrong.haha.
ok, i have nothing to blog about right now.and in like 2 more days school's reopening.yay!studyy.but i will definitely hate the part when teachers asks for homework.bleahhs.
uggh.complicated life.everything seems to be in a twist.second thoughts always seem to be a bother.was it a waste?or even better than that..?eventually, will it be too late?i don't know.i've made myself an orange drink and i can't seem to finish it.and it still got like 1/4 full of it.i don't want to throw it away cause it'll be a waste.i shall drink it little by little.sip after sips.but i have to make it fast or else it'll turn bad or...not be as chilling as before.
i want to get this uhmm..magic bullet blender thing.i saw it at an advertisement on TV and it's like soo funn la.it's like a late night advertisement specially for people like me who can't shut our eyes and it's broadcasted on suria channel.anyways, it seems to be making life simpler for people.it can turn ingredients into salsa or ice blended fruite juice.magic?i think so.haha.but seriously, it can like mix garlic, tomatoes and some other ingredients and turn it into salsa to dip with chips.yummay!and-and the fruits can be like instant fat-free fruit juice.and it's HEALTHY, for goodness sake.it's a blender that works for busy people.saves time like shitts.
i've put up pictures of us at the picnic.check it out!
i got this from a web: 45 things that girls love!!
1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly
are you remembering this?
6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends
keep reading...
11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it.fight back 15-when her friends say she love them more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking about someone?
16-always hug her when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-***HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST!!!*** 19-tell her she's beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her!
u need to show her you mean it too?!
21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 24-make her feel loved 25-buy her stuff. small things can still help.
makes her feel special..
26-DON'T LIE TO HER. 27-DON'T CHEAT ON HER. 28-take her anywhere she wants 29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day, and how much you miss her!!!! 30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you
are you still reading this?..u better be, coz its important!
31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too. 32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her. 33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them). 34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly. 35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her
remember this next time you are with her..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her. 37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her. 38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you. 39. When walking next to each other grab her hand. 40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears. 43. Take her for long walks at night 44. Dedicate a song to her. 45. Always Remind her how much you love her.
sweet isn't it?..and i thought it's soo truee.so boys, take note!write it down if u must and put it in ur wallet!!
ouh, i'm dead beat from the outing at east coast earlier on.it was funn and awesome.there were like 14 of us at the outing.aneey, me, rasyiqah, adnan, diana, arif, syafiq, sofeeyah, david, nazri, aman, kamaliah, syazwan and khairiyah.they even pitched tents, for goodness sake.but it was good cause some boys uses it to do their solat.we lay out the mat under the shady tree and had our lunch there.it was quite hot and the sun is blaring hard.and i rent a bike.me and airi went for cycle all the way to bedok jetty and back.whoaa.penat ah kaki.tapi besst!the salty air and people fishing and racing with airi was great.haha.actually airi was just taking her time cycling and i kinda got to the front pretty fast.ouh yess, when i see the mamats and apeks fishing at bedok jetty, i kinda miss fishing with dad.we used to hook a bait and fish for 'tambans'.but now, he's soo busy with business that we hardly have time for such things.anyways, maybe we will do next time.
and then diana play a song on arif's guitar and i think it's quite good as compared to me.and she sang song and i join in too.then arif and fiq went for a swim in the sea and the girls just dip their feet in the moist sand and shallow saltwater.we took pictures and stuff.around 3pm or sowe pack up and off to the bowling centre nearbyy which is located near to McD.everybody went for a game and i didn't play well.shucks!but i have dear friends who suported me all the way.awww.haha.and then home sweet home.
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